Ting Jian- It started with a kiss OST

The first time I went..
I laughed sarcastically at myself..
I envied..

The second time I went..
I laughed sarcastically at myself..
I envied more..
I did the impossible..

The third time I went..
I laughed sarcastically at myself..
I waited..
I did the impossible..

The forth time I read..
I laughed sarcastically at myself..
I envy once more..
And I told myself to continue waiting..
I did the very impossible once again..

I read something from a book..
…. When one is hurt, no matter what one encounter, one will always be hurt
This is because one has decided to let oneself be hurt..
There’s actually more about this book but I am lazy to translate..
I like to read these type of Chinese articles..
Though it is hard to understand at times..
But when you get the gist of it, it will be a pretty knowledgeable for oneself..
I have thrown my past back to the history..
Busy as usual..

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