So tomorrow is 2007.
That means I have a new blog again.
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2007

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Looking back Year 2006
- Worked at Gramophone and know a lot of people who dotes me a lot [Lina, Mandy, Wan, Desiree, Fidi, Firda, Brandon, Jesslyn, Rong Rong]
- I experienced a lot from entrepreneurship project
- My TEP [KM and BPOS] made lots of friends [Like Soe Kuan and Iris] and learnt lots of things
- Joined the Orion again and did not get in [first Orion SK got third, second Orion SK got second]
- TAIWAN TRIP, another wish fulfilled, love my one week there
- I finally let go of him
- A lot of my secrets were accidentally blurt out
- A lot of embarrassing moments [sat on the road, slept outside the toilet, waxing etc.]
- I finally let go of Guides
- I was hurt badly [Continuously crying for a few days, heartache, till my heart died and gave up hope in everything but I still chose to keep it a secret]
- IPP [BNP Paribas], pay was good and colleagues were great [Karen, Kim Ling, Colin, Seok Chin, Siew Chin, Sharon, Wai Peng]
- I fulfilled my wish which is to have a birthday celebration with BF13 and my Sec clique which turns out to be a very happy chalet [apart from the vomiting] due to all the surprises and especially the presence of both sides, my birthday cake and birthday song
- I got to know a lot of secrets [Heartbreaking ones, dilemma ones, contradicting ones, bad ones etc.]
- Another breakdown this semester

Birthdays
Von – sky garden
Qamarul – china black
CY and LM - Taka
Ling – Hougang BBQ
Qiang and Lia – Sentosa
Joseph - Tutorial
Boon – AMK S11
Charlotte – Ding Tai Feng
Kenny – cockroach saboing
Mad – School
Rubber – Orchard
SM – Manhattan
Jack – chalet
Kelvin – Wala Wala
Liping – Marina Square
Angel – partyworld

Events
2 Eski Bar trips
New Year countdown and steamboat
CNY celebration
Drinking sessions
Stayover, Movies, Mahjong session, K box and party world, Clubbing
Christmas Ice Skating and Steamboat
Ernie wedding
Grandma magnificent new house
2 BF 13 [Marina Square and Kenny house]

Hou lai de wo men - Elva Hsiao

Photos of recent events.
Black Friday this December click here
My Secondary Clique Lime Flea Market click here
[Please wait patiently for the steamboat pictures at my house]

Super cold and rainy weather
But I love it because all my long sleeves tops and jackets finally have their days out.
And this kind of weather reminds me of Taiwan.

The steamboat on Saturday was okay.
After that we played bluff and headed to GV to watch Death Note II.
That show was not bad, just that the theme song by Red Hot Chilli Peppers does not match with the movie at all. [Was kind of turn off at first when the music was played.]
And it was the first time I got the creepy feeling when heading home because there is not a single soul.

This Christmas is kind of boring.
Christmas Eve, I had steamboat again for lunch to finish off the leftovers.
Then proceed to my grandma house and back home.
My grandma house is really a nice place to chill.
It is such a pity that I dont own it.
Then I was at home busy transferring all my songs and pictures from one computer to another on Christmas Day.
I actually used two 256MB mp3s and a 256MB thumb drive to transfer more than 4GB stuff. [Imagine the number of trips I have to travel in and out of the room.]
Then went for dinner with my family and then to Esplanade with Jack and Mad.
And I could not sleep again because of those unfinished businesses which haunts me every now and then when I close my eyes.

Then back to school with lots of going nowhere projects.
And proceeded to watch The Curse of the Golden Flower with Mad, Jack and Joseph
Which I think the imperial family inside is really pathetic.
Everyone is just like a sadist.

Song intro: Hou lai de wo men - Elva Hsiao

Biao bai - Elva Hsiao

Tuesday chilling session at night [BJP and JK]
It was reported to be the coldest day ever in Singapore.
We were all freezing but we had fun la.
After that we went to Caltex house to chat.
But was chased away by the security for loitering
Then Ling came my house to do project.
But I was too tired and I fell asleep.
But like after 3 hours, she woke me up to do project.

Then Thursday met Jack and Yixiang to do QM.
And it is going nowhere again.
Then ice skating with BF.

Everybody fell, especially the girls.
We fell lots of times. [We are aching all over.]

But I was quite happy because I actually overcome everything myself.
I observe, I learn, I try, I fell, and I stood up again and kept trying without people beside me most of the times.
Not only that, this was the first time my own encouragement pulled me through.
I kept repeating the magical words I CAN DO IT MYSELF.
Of course, with the help of the guys to save me when I fall
And also encouragement from Angel and Lia
Anyway it was fun but tiring too.
And I won money through some gambling for the first time too.

Then after having 3 hours of sleep, I woke up again to meet ling in school for project.
Then to Kenny house.
And was engrossed with Dear Boys Act II

Today early in the morning, I went to the market to buy the ingredients for steamboat later.
I just finish preparing the food and soup base.
Now waiting for my Secondary friends to come
And I think it looks more like a CNY celebration than a Christmas party.
And I am so tired now.

Song intro: Biao bai - Elva Hsiao

Bu yuan - Elva Hsiao

I am alright.
Everyday I say this to hypnotize myself.
But I have got too much that I have to must keep to myself.
I have no other alternatives.

And I kept blaming myself.
Not being firm enough.
Not doing as much.
Not being smart enough.
Not doing well enough.
And to get such results which is not up to my expectations.
I hate myself more.
And I still cannot get over with it.
Cause she is right about me.
I chose this death route myself.
And with some supporting her, and right now only found one who feels that I am right.
What should I do then?
I had enough of all the breakdowns.
And like what he said, sometimes we just need someone to listen.
And not more harsh words to make me feel worse about myself
Or even the attitude that you deserve it.
Because you dont know what I am going through.

Wednesday, BF came to my house for mahjong and pizza.
[Plus a little celebration for Yixiang]
Then we went for supper.
Mad and Jack stayed over, to supposedly do IB.
Then Thursday my whole IB group went to Mad house to chiong IB.
And I slept at 4.30am.
Friday, IB was screwed up.
After that lingerie club went to watch Eragon.
Witness a log eating competition.
Dinner at chomp chomp [I just love the food there]
Then to Ken house to watch Saw 3 which made us all doze off
And back home.
Saturday, Lia and Qiang came to my house to play mahjong.
And I paid a lot of school fees to them.
Then second round, Jack joined in.
That idiot is always in luck.
Then supper and Jack requested a third round.
And I think we 3 regretted because we lost money to him.
So the whole thing was 3 plus pm till 6 plus am.
And I slept till 4pm for the first time.
Plus super super broke.
Wonder how I am going to survive next few weeks.

Song intro: Bu yuan - Elva Hsiao

Biao han- Rong Zhu Er & Luo Zhi Xiang

Today, I saw the heaviest rain and thunderstorm ever.
Which coincide with what my life is now.

And finally, after all these years, I finally stepped in to talk.
Ridiculously, an outsider shoved me to make the step.
What a loser. Worse still, loserer.
But still, I failed.
Peace talks going nowhere.
Nevertheless, I still chose to escape from reality.
Pretending.

What else? The stupid self abusing thoughts [according to Lia] that I have had a few years back.
Plus I am tired of using effort to do silly things which make me look dumber.

Song intro: Biao han- Rong Zhu Er & Luo Zhi Xiang

Hao peng you- Luo Zhi Xiang

Another week is almost over.
Christmas is round the corner.
That means I am going to be more broke.
Gifts, celebrations and parties, I need to pawn and sell my stuff real soon.

Was super high especially after the CB paper
Kept pestering people to take photo with me
So these were some of the camwhoring




During the long break on Thursday, caught the movie Open Season with lingerie club
I think it was a little boring for me.
Then billiard at Cine and then lunch there

Friday after school, went to town to shop with Angel, Mad, Lia
Then went to bugis with Mad after that and shopped till 11pm.
And my dear darling actually went crazy. [HAHA]

Was suppose to stay at home to study and do project yesterday
But my Sec clique asked me out. [How can I reject right? So long never see them]
Headed to Cine for Cafe Cartel then movie Deja vu
VERY VERY GOOD MOVIE!! Go catch it.
Then went to the Flea market and saw the PSS finalists there.
All of us were really tired except for Hazel.

Gonna collect my new specs later~

Song intro: Hao peng you- Luo Zhi Xiang