Because you live- Jesse McCartney

Anybody miss me? [Crap..]
Having too much crazy cells lately..
[My KU XIAO BU DE sister should know best..]
But I am having fun [myself]..
Living my days to the fullest..
[I still owe Mad and Qiang a forfeit each.. Shoot..]

How is my new skin everyone?
I think it is simple, nice.. [My favorite is the photo on top..]
Best amongst the rest.. [Oops]

The tests that I got back, the results just sucks..
The worse was the insurance..
The most disappointing is the CAPM..
3 tests coming up next week..
Meeting my doom..
Need to start mugging because I will not be free on Thursday to Saturday..
[Anybody want to save me in insurance?]
My time management just suck..
And I am broke..

Two weeks breaks coming up..
[But it will be filled with projects, work and maybe a little celebrations and fun..]
Looking forward to it..

Song intro: Because you live- Jesse McCartney

Dou shi ni- Guang Liang

Happy Birthday Qiang..
Hope you had a memorable birthday celebration with us..
It was a late event.. [You know I know]
The day is all about sabo-ing one another..
Dragging and throwing people to the sea..
It was the first time I did not lose the deadly bing bang boom..
But I was not spared by those heartless creatures..
[Laughing out loud]
Luckily Ling and I were excused from the dirty playing..
[We were too humji to go near them]
After that JQK and BJP went to eat..
And then long ride back..
Ling and I were practically wasting time with Jack and Kenny..
Tired..
Then party world with my forlorn sis..
[Hope you feeling better]

*Photos up for grabs at 13works..

Still waiting anxiously for them to reply me..
I feel so guilty and irresponsible for the first time..
But the only thing I can do is apologize..

Sometimes I just could not understand myself..
Mixed feelings..

Song intro: Dou shi ni- Guang Liang

I'll remember you-No Secrets

Okay surprisingly to be the last one to finish the report..
Anyway I think I look weird today..
Wear till so out of place..
Suddenly I got a feeling of promoting to become a phoenix..
[Please forgive my inappropriate English..]
Still feeling tired and sleepy..
This is something for you to laugh..
CLICK HERE

Another dumb thing I did..
Mad and I were quite insane lately..
Today we played the “Sorry” game..
And the competition goes..
The first person to get anybody to say “Sorry” to either of us, wins the game..
So the game begins and after 5 minutes..
I accidentally stepped on Mad’s shoes..
So I said SORRY.. [So used to that word]
And I lost.. [I was laughing at my stupidity and swearing la..]
I am doom tomorrow [Forfeit]..

Song intro: I'll remember you- No secrets

Living to love you- Sarah Conner

Still a little insufficient sleep..
Luckily the day was short..
Wrote 2 songs in the morning at one going..
I used about 2hours in total..
Not up to standard so shall not show it here..
[I just wrote to let out my frustration..]
Shall try to catch up whatever this week..
Hope to get lots of photos this Thursday and Friday..
[Quite bored of the pictures shown on the right]

Song intro: Living to love you- Sarah Conner

Petrified- Fort Minor

Back to work on sat..
Mandy and company were great..
And I feel guilty because of my schoolwork, they had to all accommodate to my schedule..
So touched when SM they all wait for me to knock off..

Sunday had lunch with SM they all..
Then headed to study with Jack, Kenny and Mad..
Real tiring.. And I was mocked again..
But insufficient sleep and pissed with myself got me into some emotional swing..
Sorry I throw my purse at you Kenny..
Sorry I scolded the guys for fun at Insurance Tutorial..
But thanks Mad for acc-ing me..
Mad and I got crazy..
Mad decorated Kenny’s shoes..
We played the OK sign thing..
We played Yi zi wu gui tiao xia shui and laughed like hell..

Song intro: Petrified- Fort Minor

Xia yi zhan tian hou- Cai zhuo yan

Was uploading the videos that I took during special occasions..
[It will be in 13works]
When I look at the video of Angel's Birthday last year..
I felt extremely depressing..
Because that day was ranked one of the worst days in my life..
I almost broke down that day..
[Hope that I did not spoil her celebration]
But I still feel guilty because that day I did not do a proper job being a cameraman..
And I did not take a lot of pictures for her..
So I hope that the video will be a form of compensation..
[Sorry Angel]
Anyway, it is all over..

Song intro: Xia yi zhan tian hou- Cai zhuo yan

Zhi zhao lang man- Chen hui ling & Zheng zhong ji

I always wonder..
Have I done enough for them?
Or is it because their expectations are different from mine?
What have gone wrong?
What can I do to salvage the situation?
If I am smart enough, I bet it will not happen this way..

Got duped by Jack again.. [ASSHOLE]
IPP briefing.. Project..
Botak Jones with mad and jack..
Then another mocking session..
WTH.. I feel so embarrassed..
I am always the first one to be down..
But it was fun yet tiring..
Woke up at 5am and could not get back to sleep..
Woke my sis up for breakfast..
Lunch at AMK KFC with the usual..
Jo sent us back.. Thanks again..

Song intro: Zhi zhao lang man- Chen hui ling & Zheng zhong ji

Vesak day.. Went to visit something magnificent..
And I start to wonder again..
Shopping with my sis and MS..
Then mother day celebration at Boat Quay..
[We went to visit MOS.. LOL..]

Back to work again..
Moody because I really cannot cope..
Though I am going to change from working sat & sun to fri & sat..
I am still worried..
[Especially after the Insurance ICA]

Rushing through Entrepreneurship ICA..
Mr. Er is a presentation killer..

FINALLY.. K BOX..
[JQK, Lia and me]
But I am exposed because of Jack..
Never mind.. It is over..
From 8pm till 2am..
So sleepy..
But it was fun..
Everyone was at least mocked by something..
Duets competition again..
[The BEST song by Jack and me was Zhi Zhao Lang Man.. you know I know..]
I played hand wrestling with Lia and Jack.. [Nuts]

Song intro: Where'd you go- Fort Minor

Du chang qing ge- Tank & Selina

This week was a little terrible..
Firstly, I miss my YUAN YUAN..
[Is it punishment for not being attentive in class?]
Secondly, my clumsiness broke Kenny’s ring..
[After it dropped, the scene of a conversation just floats in my mind..]
Thirdly, I overslept today and I missed the Biz Writing Tut..
[Slept at 2 plus the night before..]
Fourthly, I am broke..
Fifthly, my cravings just makes me insane..
Sixthly, little moody and stressed up by emotions..
Seventhly, I wasted my first pair of daily contacts..
Eighthly, my old ailments are back..
[Plus some recently developed aches..]
Ninthly, I have insufficient sleep..
Tenthly, I am super worn out..

But there are still memorable things apart from all the shit stuffs I wrote up there..
I bought a baby blue Creative Nano 256MB mp3 for mum..
And also 3 tops from Kimchi girl at Marina Square..

Ling’s 19th Birthday Party..
SHE, JQK + Yi and of course us [BJ] went..
BF gave her a black beaded necklace [BJP has one each], a belt, an analysis..
The BBQ hot and smoky..
After taking the BF photo, it started to rain heavily..

We all fled for shelter and made a din there..
Playing games as usual and BJ was attacked by the guys..
[We are the noisiest bunch of brats.. LOL]
Then we took a lorry back to the house since the rain don’t stop..
[We all squat at the back like prisoners..]
Then Birthday song, cake and picture taking..

We left..
Sister.. Hope you have enjoyed yourself..
Happy 19th..
P.S: Send me a copy of the pics in your cam also k? Thanks..

Song intro: Du chang qing ge- Tank & Selina

Ai yin wei zai xin zhomg- Wang Li Hong's gift from fans

MI 3 on Monday with Mad.. [Exciting]
Clumsiness in action again..
Accidentally broke Kenny’s ring..
[Guilty.. Sorry Kenny..]
Played the stupid game that JQK started..
Apparently, I have clean records.. [Cheated.. Hehe..]

Why I could never just say out what I want others to do for me?
Why I could never put in the same effort for myself like I did for others?
Sometimes I just wonder..

Song intro: Ai yin wei zai xin zhomg- Wang Li Hong's gift from fans

(You drive me) Crazy- Britney Spears

Instead of buying my mum a gift, I bought for my dad..
An advance Father’s Day gift..
To add on, I did it out of complete impulsation..
[I somehow got duped or should I say my stupid-ness reactivated again]
A 65 bucks DVD player which is said to be able to play all kinds of format..
[But the movies that I copied just cannot play at all] WTH
And before I signed my masters for the above item..
I used my nets to pay for this album..
[Britney Spears Greatest Hits: My Prerogative]
But I must say that this album is worth it..
All the songs inside are really her greatest hits..
This is the bad thing about working in a CD shop..
[Cause almost all albums are worth it..]
Going to get the mp3 for my mum maybe the coming week..
Which Nano color should I get for her?

I hereby announce..
I am officially broke..
Insane..

Song intro: (You drive me) Crazy- Britney Spears

Over the rainbow/What a wonderful world (medley) - Aselin Debison

Mad and I bought a super nice necklace together..
One day we wear it to school together okay?
[Grins..]

Guess who I served at work today?
KELLY!! I helped her find 2 CDs and she bought both..
I was so nervous and happy..
I actually wanted to take photo with her..
[But I am too HUMJI again..]
In the end, Lina helped me to get her autograph..
[I love you Lina.. LOL..]

Going to start collecting my SHE albums..
But first, I am also going to buy a Creative mp3 for my mum..
[Mother Day cum Birthday gift]
But should I get Nano(mine) or Muvo Slim(Lia) for her?
Should I get a 256MB or 512MB storage for her?

Song intro: Over the rainbow/What a wonderful world (medley) - Aselin Debison

Xiang ai- Wax

BF girls [BJ & SH] out at Marina Square..
[LOL where is our clan tails?]
Lunch at MS food court..
The scenery is damn good..
[Cos you can view the sea, Esplanade and Fullerton Hotel from there]
Then shopping.. Mad left first..
Hagan Daas..
We also got to familiarize the Boat Quay..

Back to school..
Break at J8..
Sakae Sushi..
[SHE, Kenny, Dage & me]
We hit the target of 60plates..
Night makeup class just sucks..
One day I will defeat everyone in debates!!

After class today..
Lunch at AMK..
[SHE, BJ, Jo & Shan, Dage, Ken & Na]
Got to shake hands and talk to our PM Lee..
Initially I wanted to escape..
But it was too late..
Anyway, only my back view is shown on TV [Phew]..

Work tomorrow.. Tired.. Falling ill again..

Song intro: Xiang ai- Wax

Ai hen nan- Chen Wei Lian

First day of Year 3..
Not bad..
HAHA..
I am insane..
I TRIED doing my tutorial..
But I was stuck..

Why am I getting more and more [you know i know]..
I wonder.. That is not good..
I am suppose to grow up..
Sometimes I wonder if I am a weirdo..
Cos everywhere I see girls dolling themselves up..
Am I one exception?

I think I am falling ill again..

Song intro: Ai Hen Nan- Chen Wei Lian

Ugly- Sugababes

Been working consecutive for 3 days [Exhausted]..
Anyone miss me? [Grins]

Today is Labor Day..
A very special day..
As you can see from my recommendations [left]..
Happy Birthday Sis..

Last night after work, watched I not stupid too till 3am..
I was once again moved by the part where Jerry said..
He stole the money because he wanted to buy his dad’s consultation time to watch his performance.. [Silly boy..]

A few targets for my year 3..
- I MUST do my tutorials from tomorrow onwards..
- I MUST finish collecting ALL S.H.E albums..
- I MUST start saving money..
- I MUST stop forgetting things..
- I MUST start exercising..
- I MUST stop being so timid..
- I MUST and will finish my duties as promised..

Tomorrow is the start of Year 3..
Getting older..
Anyway looking forward?
You guess LA..

Song intro: Ugly- Sugababes