Zai yi bian- 183 club

My cursing actually works..
I managed to breakeven today.. [HAHA]

My prayers work too..
Kenny passed.. [HAHA]

Lia and I promised to have lunch at Clifford Pier this whole week..
And we managed to spend within our limits.. [Great]

1 hour OT again..

Just scanned through my past entries..
Havent been publishing my problems publicly..
Ever since I gave up my perception on my life..
I am thinking of making a very stupid decision that I most probably will regret..
Blog out what actually happened..
Let me consider..

Song intro: Zai yi bian- 183club

You give me wings- Hady

The 5 week of IPP.. [6 more weeks to go]
WHERE IS MY BLOODY HELL PAY!! [LOLX]

Saturday night..
I finally took the courage to went back..
[I was more of persuaded back]
As I expected, not many recognized me..
I was trying to find opportunities to speak to her in private..
It was pretty obvious that she was avoiding me..
I knew I, or we, have let her down..
My passion and enthusiasm is still there after these 7 years.. [I knew not many will believe me, but it is true]
But that very night, when I witness my third cohort of girls leave..
I knew I had to finally let it go..

Then the following day, I became a tuition teacher..
Anyway hope that they will all get over with this..

Singapore Idol.. Hady won..

Lots of people troubling..
Sometimes I wonder if I have done enough..

Song intro: You give me wings- Hady

Yu ren- Sun Yan Zi

Well I miss going out..
Okay went out once this week to Party world at orchard..
The usual Ken, Jack, Lia, me and dage came along..
But like I say after every k session, its always not enough for me.. [HAHA]
I took a video when the guys sang Xu Zhi An “Wo hai neng ai shui”..
[Anyone interested to see? HAHA]
Anyway, I miss my camera..

Back to work on Wednesday, I had to OT till 8pm..
Well my supervisor kept chasing me home, but I think I had the responsibility though I am darn sick of my job already..

Thursday, lia and I were totally broke..
So we decided to have a budget lunch at the pantry..

Cup noodles plus peanut canned food..
And Qiang called us for lunch at the wrong day..
He had no choice but to join us eating budget stuff.. [HAHA]

Anyway, what does this looks like to you? [Lia is going to kill me HAHA]


Anyway, tomorrow is my girls POP and ROD..
Though I am not invited [quite sad though]..
I feel like going.. Should I?

Song intro: Yu ren- Sun Yan Zi

Chu dian- SHE

Well I have booked the chalet..
20th (fri) to 21st (sat) October..
Costasands Downtown east..
And Kest helped me bought my favorite you know I know at a super cheap price.. [HAPPY]

Now let me write out what I want and what I do not want..

Wants..
I hope that all BF13 and my sec clique will make an effort to be there..
[Though not possible but as many as possible]
Those coming to stayover and have fun.. [Dont come so late hor.. haha]
MUST have a birthday song..
Hopefully get a cheesecake [BUT please don t get me 2 cakes from different clique.. have a little collaboration yourself can?]
Best with some surprises [cos I won t reject any of them.. HAHA.. Some tinny whinny one I will be happy too]
Can we have dinner together, as in both sides.. [Zi car or something]

What I can dont want..
Anything from my wishlist.. [I can buy those stuff myself seriously.. They are just things that I want to get myself]
Anything expensive.. [I just want meaningful things lar.. haha]
Any unhappiness.. [No quarreling bla bla]
Fork money out for my chalet and the things I pay.. [Anyway it is what I initiated ma]

Just come and have fun.. Thats all..
Help me fulfil the wish I longed for years..

Song intro: Chu dian- SHE

Ting ma ma de hua- Jay chou

Met SM, SJ and LP to buy Kel Bday gift..
Had dinner at Food Republic..
We ordered Satay, Carrot cake, Char mee, Prata, Har Kau, Beef noodles [Of cos I never eat] and shared.. [Should have taken a picture of the table of food but we were too hungry that time]
And we bought a polo shirt for him from Topman..

Happy Birthday 19th Kel..

Made our way to Holland V for dinner.. [Kel, SM, SJ, CY and Char]
Proceeded to Wala Wala..
I had the best pasta ever.. [The thought of it just make me drool]
Unfortunately, my bad memory just cannot recall what is the name of the pasta..
After dinner we bought a complimentary liquor each to the second level..
We had some pictures taken and gobble down a plate of fries while waiting patiently for the late live band to start.. [But the band was not bad lar]
Kel, CY and I had Chivas Regal 12 years [my favorite]..
SJ had Bloody Mary [which taste like a mixture of tomato and carrot] and SM had Brown cow [Milky and sweet]
We made a dedication for Kel and slipped it in the traditional serviette to the live band [sweet right?]..
During the break, we ordered a bottle of Heineken, a cup of pure Macallan [Scotch Whisky] and one with a mixture..
Played 5-10 [AND I AM NOT THE LOSER THIS TIME.. HAHAHA]
If there is more people next time, I am going to teach them our BF classic game..
Then on our way back on NR1, we gave him a cake..

Now I am at my grandma house again..
Back to work tomorrow..

Song intro: Ting ma ma de hua- Jay Chou

Zhuo bian-Yang Cheng Lin

my desk..


the mountain that seperates me and lia.. [lolx like north and south korea hor]

Lia last day in kusu island

Monday onwards she will sit behind me [then we will become the xiang zhuo zhou, xiang you zhou.. always back facing each other and never meet.. HAHAHA]

WHAT YOU DOING LIA?!

My desk is equipped..

My yuan chang, my solo pics, my SHE, my office phone [contact me thru this cos my hp no reception at work..]

8 cute small tissue boxes at Watson for only $2.65!!

Song intro: Zhuo bian- Yang Cheng Lin

January
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

April
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.

June
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

August
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

September
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

November
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

December
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. [A hot new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in 5min

Sorry I am sabo-ed too.. HAHA...

Wo ai tai mei- McHotdog

Well miracles happen..
I passed..

Yesterday OT for half an hour..
Today an hour..
Tomorrow?
The day after?

Went back to Jeju to eat my favorite Kimchi soup..
Still as good..
Mrs. Kim getting prettier..

Is it time for me to take action?

Family.. What more can I say?

Song intro: Wo ai tai mei- McHotdog

Juan lian- FIR

Fictitious..
Maybe I should not feign anymore..
That show somehow woke me up..
Maybe if I am true enough, it will not turn out this way..

Song intro: Juan lian- FIR

Wo zui ai de ren- FIR

Just finish watching Bump Off Lover..
Kind of thrilling but at the same time reflects the dark side of human nature..
Deception, betraying, hypocrite and so on..
Makes me once again wonder about something..
[Kind of scary, especially when the person who hurts you is your beloved]

Had a tired day shopping with Mad yesterday..
I had really overspent too much..
Time to stop till I get my pay..
So near yet still far..

All of us like to talk back about our past..
The same things over and over again..
But we never get tired or bored..
Because these are the unforgettable memories..
The times that will put a smile on our faces..
Wondering how stupid, how silly we were..
And at the same time putting all the different thoughts from different people at that moment together..
And it will turn out to be a very interesting story..

That issue is here again..
Not that I am unwilling to move on..
But why must it be me taking that step?

Song intro: Wo zui ai de ren- FIR

Ni shi wo wei yi de zhi zuo- Jerry Yan Cheng Xu

I am really bored at work..
[Photocopying, filing, faxing, scanning, keying of data]
And I am so guilty for killing so many trees everyday.. [LOL]

Yesterday I did something real stupid..
Was doing some illegal email-ing at work..
And you know what happen?
I EMAILED THE WRONG PERSON!!
And to rub on, I actually emailed to the Head of Territory of Bangkok..
I was like cursing myself for screwing myself up..
Bless me..

Okay the fondue cum monopoly session at Pang [LOL name by Mad] house..
Fondue was bitter but very colorful.. [I prefer the one that we made in von godfather house]
I was on par with Pang for monopoly but he won because of the extra lands he owns..
And we had a 3 hours sleep before we head to work..
I was dozing off in front of my computer unconsciously..
And that was went I made that mistake.. [Crap]
But I still hope there is more gatherings..
Especially yearning for a BF chill out session after work in one of the pubs or bars nearby..
I think it is significant for an ideal corporate working life.. [HAHA]

Song intro: Ni shi wo wei yi de zhi zuo- Jerry Yan Cheng Xu

Chasing cars- Snow Patrol

I have been stressing myself at work, I guess..
Kind of paranoid.. [Gosh please end this soon..]
I miss everyone and hope that tomorrow night will be a fun one..

Started watching my Bump Off Lover..
Little eerie show plus mysterious and thrilling..
After watching the first 2 episodes, I skipped [again] to watch the ending first before I continue..
Dont want to be affected by the show ma.. [HAHA]

Today..
I thought of putting up photos to decorate my desk.. [Good idea right?]
I was told to do something to myself but you know I know lar..
I saw someone whom I dont want to see at that time..
I was pierced by a not deadly knife again..
[What do I mean to you?]

Song intro: Chasing cars- Snow Patrol

Yi ba san- 183 club

I did something wrong at work..
Anyway weekends is finally here and it is going to end soon.. [Sigh]
Went to shop at Bugis with Mad yesterday..
We bought stuff and aimed for stuff and cannot find stuff..
Think we gonna have another one in town soon right darling?
Then I went to my ah ma house today..
And I have decided to set this as my target..
But kind of impossible.. [Dream on]

Song intro: Yi ba san- 183 club